Recent Profile Archive Shoutouts
Thursday, April 23, 2009, 9:07 PM

"Looking out over the great beyond
I've simply realised how narrow my field of vision is
It would be easier to just give up on myself
but I thought I'll stick it out as best as I could

No matter how bad today may be
It will be ok, so long as I spark up a glimmer tomorrow,
and again and again the next day

So that it goes on
So that it never fades
I'll make certain of myself
Even if I get hurt more times than I can count
I will still run ahead, wishing for the tomorrow that will surely come
Through a now-or-never today

While laying the blame on something else
By doing so I can't advance, making myself uncertain
In this instant this is the only place
I have already wasted so much

I may just want to smile and let it pass
Even if I cried yesterday
The morning that comes is still the same
Just the same one

So that it never stops
So that it never cease
I ask myself
What was lost yesterday is my own fault isn't it
It's my freedom to live the way I wish
on this now-or-never today
Like a life with no regrets

It's time to say goodbye
I'm not afraid of you
I need to walk away
Cause I don't wanna be a liar
If I cannot live my life
I am as good as dead

So that it goes on
So that it never fades
I'll make certain of myself
Even if I get hurt more times than I can count
I will still run ahead, wishing for the tomorrow that will surely come
Through a now-or-never today

So that it never stops
So that it never cease
I ask myself
What was lost yesterday is my own fault isn't it
It's my freedom to live the way I wish
on this now-or-never today
Like a life with no regrets"


23 April 2009

Hi everybody! I have not blog for a long time cause my dad don't let me use the internet and I have been figuring out the password and managed to hack in.

Lol. it may sound weird that i post some jap song's translation on the web because I find this song very inspiring and it left a deep impression on me. It taught me how to live the best I can, live the best and not to give up easily. Well, that is how I feel. (=

I know my blog is boring. I will try to take some pictures of the 304 nerds and maybe share it, if they allow or maybe some video. Actually, I don't know I should add or not?

13 days to SA1. Therefore, I am not studying today! Why? Because it is 13. I know it means 1 + 3 = 4. I am a bit supersitious now because these days, whenever I heard or saw the number 13, no apparent reason, my body began to be less active. I feel more tired than usual. No idea why. Scary isn't it?

It is not i am trying to scare you, i suddenly feel very weak when I reach home, as if i am going to collapse and I don't think it's because lack of nutrition or lack of sleep or something. Never mind i will get that off my mind.

Hope this words i wrote on top will cheer you and me up!

Ck